xRebecca

"Where are you going?" I asked. "Out." She replied. And off she went. She'd always come back in the end. She never stayed away for very long. She'd nip out to the other side of the world for a while. But, it was okay, because she'd return. It was how we worked really. It was who she was, and I loved her all the same. She'd be away every now and then, just to breath, you know? She'd go away for a while, yet still be around. To the other side of the world and back. But it was okay, because she'd return. It started to worry me, when she'd be in and out within the blink of an eye. Replies were slow, and it was hard getting anything out of her.

Did you know guilt destroys people? I remember the time we were still friends, and how jealous and full of anger you were back then. You never really wanted me to have friends, or more accurately, you didn't want me to have anyone but you. I remember just how much you annoyed me, how much we annoyed each other. How you'd blame yourself for every fight or heated discussion we had. How 'Sorry' was an every day word to you. But how much that frustrated me is not even something I could ever express with words. We were too different really, you and I. Barely shared an opinion or view on anything other than pointless things. But that's what held